After considerable thought, I have decide that I have walked far enough.
In many ways, when I arrived there, Canterbury had seemed like the logical end to a testing but enjoyable journey. The walk to that point had taken me across much of England, introduced me to parts of the country I did not know, and tested me physically and mentally. I felt real satisfaction on arrival, even though at the time I had every intention of continuing. However, as I left Canterbury, I found myself questioning how keen I was about going on, or whether I had walked enough.
The tipping point came for me today when I realized something that I should have appreciated much sooner – that the vast majority of the Via Francigena across France is on minor but paved roads, rather than footpaths or trails or across countryside (the first day here, ironically, seems to have had less road-walking than alost any upcoming day, lulling me into a false sense of expectation). I’ve walked in France before, along its excellent trail network, but this walk would be very different. For me, there would be little reward in a six-week slog along pavement – it isn’t a type of walking I enjoy, or find challenging except in the most mechanical sense. While reaching Rome would be a nice achievement, it’s not worth it to me unless I’d actually enjoyed the journey. There are other walks, here in France and elsewhere, that I would rather spend my time doing – and that’s what I will do.
Am I disappointed? I’m disappointed that the walk across France isn’t what I thought it would be, and disappointed in myself for not realizing the nature of the walk sooner. But I have had a great walk up to now, covered a respectable distance, and surprised myself with how well I’ve coped with all of the challenges the walk has thrown at me. I’m glad I’ve come this far, and am comfortable with the decision that this is far enough.
Thanks to all of you who have followed my journey through this blog, and enjoyed the walk vicariously with me. I’ve very much appreciated your comments and your support.
Come Wind, Come Weather 
HI Simon – sorry to hear that France was not what you’d planned it to be and that you’re stopping- you should be proud for what you’ve already covered and for having the the courage (craziness?) to plan and begin.
Looking forward to hearing about Plan B!
Chris
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It can’t have been too easy a decision so I think you are very courageous to admit to yourself that going on is not the right thing to do. Also you now have a wonderful blank sheet in front of you and can decide what you want to do next, whether it be to head back to the Dales or explore France. All the best.
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Simon, as Polonius to Laertes: “This above all: to thine ownself be true.” Life is too short to waste doing things that are supposed to bring us pleasure, but don’t. Enjoy the experience and find a new one to bring you joy.
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Hi Simon,
Sorry about your news, I am sure you will find another crazy project more interesting that the northen France.
I was so excited about the idea of walking with you to the top of Grand St Bernard. We shall plan something else like the Tour du Mont Blanc. See you soon.
Jean-Jacques
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Proud of you for doing what is right for you! I think you should blog the aftermath of this decision too though – it is all an adventure as far as I am concerned! All the best 🙂
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Hi Simon,
I have been away from your blog for a few weeks and returned to find your last post on your decision day. First and foremost, I want to thank you so much for sharing your journey with us. For those of us who have never been to England or France, it has been a remarkable adventure!
I too an glad that you will adjust your plans to continue to embrace not just the walking, but those things that will mean the most to you. For as long as I have know you, I have come to respect you most for your integrity and your ability to set the right course, one hat you never regret.
Be well my friend. I look forward as do others to learn what is next for you!
Take care,
Rick
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